i think once i agreed to do a commision for someone. but its been so slow. not the drawing part but the respose for it.  and things kept on changing so many times that i forgot about it completely. i think its been a year allredy. and it might gotten delete as well.  only now i remeber that there was such a thing.  and than randomly send a message after many months have passed and i forgot about it. and not really sure what to do. as that drawing is long gone. i guess it will have to be on my to do list. again!  or find that drawing it should be in gmail somewhere hopefully.

why is so hard to draw them, and why i keep drawing the same one. =[ danm it.

the four aces are done, if i win the rest will made digital. if i lose. they won't be.

my next goal. my one true goal. the reason for all my art existances. to bring it alive. to draw what i see in my head. exacly the same on paper. or not. to show the world with i see. the bueaty of it. the darkness of it. the soul  of my chareters. to show the world with all my ideas are born. my own little universe. 
 

yay i leared today how to make gif animation, only blinking soo far. but i been trying to learn this for  a while.

http://akari1996.deviantart.com/art/Dragon-Adopt-extra-566235697 my progress so far, now i can make game icons. yay. i love pixel art. but ironcly i am not that good at it

well since i got 3 of them allredy , and they took ages to do. the last ace. will require twice that. with amound of things i want to put in it. thought if these aces don't win the chareter i want. i don't know what will. thought. thats why he is in every single one. i want it so bad thought. 

lol so far drawing realstic is hard. but its getting there. i will try to add more realistic to my drawings. it will be a slow progress. and i still got a lot to learn. soon i will post more drawings. i working on a piece that might be my masterpiece if i can get all the details right. well its a hope. for it to be a masterpiece.

lol the drawing will only be known as ACE. as it is my last resort to win something i really want. like the ace. that is in the  cards. this is the same. strongest piece of art that I ever done. hoping that it would ace the competition XD almost done thought.

well, there will be whole ton of new drawings. but i still need a whole ton of pratice of realstic.  before i can  draw really cool version of any shows that my boyfrired loves. like last of us. thought there is a version of it. i can't seem to imagine what to draw next. just don't feel it.  my slyle will slowly be more realstic. thats the next goal.  to be able to draw what i want. and to draw what i imagine. without bieng stopped by not knowing how to draw hands propely. or create chareter that has correct  proportions.  

i am finnaly schouted, and is awesome. it newer happend before. no matter how much stuff i posted. well as artist there things that i want to improve on. and learn new styles so i coud draw more. yeah my spellings are crap .

well newsgounds is awesome with its crazyness. and all other cool things. but as a artist is really hard to get noticed. and is really slow progress.  so i moved to devaintart. i will still post some of my drawings here. but not as often. to  see all the newest drawing or news, it will be . either deviantart or facebook.